from Cause I'm bored :c

Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to People I Know
1. I'd like to tell you exactly how god damned selfish and spoiled (sp?) you are.
It's insane how you think that you've got the right to do and say anything. You aren't always right, you know? But you just can't accept that.
2. BLARGH. That's all I've got to say. DOUBLE BLARGH.
3. Miiiisss yooooou soooooo goooood daaaaamned muuuuuuch <3
4. I wish we could meet more often like we used to... D:
5. Drama. So. Very. Much. DRAMA. STFU LIFE ISN'T ENDING!
6. I'm already fearing the day you'll be gone. I'm going to miss you so much...
7. You... you are weird. And I miss that weirdness cause the two of us together could be weird together lol. I'm going to drag you out to a party soon, just you wait. Then we can get drunk and be weird together lol, I KNOW you wont mind xD
8. You're probably the kindest person walking this earth, I'm happy that I got to know you <3
9. Awesome. That's what you are.
10. There's not words to explain what I think of you and what I'd want to tell you.

Nine Things About Myself
1. I've not had inspiration to write since I got that two week ban from dA. It killed my insperation! D:
2. Even though it don't seem like that on the net I actually have low self-esteem IRL and I'm super über shy x_x
3. But once I get to know someone you'll never be able to make me shut up.
4. I wish I was more strong-willed cause then I'd maybe be able to regularly train.
5. Yes, that means that I want to lose weight ><
6. Lately I've gotten extremely more moody than usual.
7. Also a lot more paranoid than before, at first I laughed it off... now it's annoying and hard to deal with.
8. I think I enjoy my own company the most. (Of course I love being with my friends as well, but that's different things!)
9. I'm considering getting therapy >_>

Eight Ways to Win My Heart
1. Make me laugh and smile. Aka, make me happy xP
2. Have some similiar interests with me opens many doors.
3. Don't go and pour all your problems over me and overdramatize. That will just make me tired. I've got my own problems to deal with, ya know?
4. Accept the fact that I'm one of those persons who don't want you with me 24/7 =_=
5. Give me space.
6. Be honest.
7. Give me chocolate or cookies. lol xD
8. Be yourself and don't try too hard... or something?
(Lol this one was hard since I'm not interested in a relationship right now xD)

Seven Things That Cross My Mind a Lot
1. What the hell should I do in the future?
2. Thoughts about life and death.
3. Angsty angst angst!
4. Check the computer. Check the computer.
5. Blaaaaargh. (Yes, that does cross my mind a lot.
6. I should stop neglecting stuff I need to work on.
7. Stories for different fics. Or just stories I keep in my head.

Six Things I Do Before I Go to Sleep
1. Check the computer 100 times.
2. Write some fanfics.
3. Brush my teeth.
4. Listen to music.
5. Read.
6. Staring up my laptop again cause I forgot to check something.

Five Places That I Want to Visit
1. Japan.
2. UK.
3. USA.
4. Canada.
5. Australia.
(Haha 4 english-speaking countries and then... of course Japan x3)

Four Things I'm Wearing Right Now
1. Panties.
2. PJs
3. Socks.
4. Uh... glasses.

Three Bands That I Listen to Often
1. Staind
2. Senses Fail
3. Halifax

Two Things I Want to Do Before I Die
1. Become a "real" authoress with published books.
2. Travel more over the world.

One Confession
1. I was thinking of a confession but then I realized it would sound too god damned angsty so I decided to not write it down.
Oh. I can take a stupid confession then.
...ever since I started getting more heavily paranoid I can't sleep without some kind of light source or sound along me x_x
I've made a habit of having my tv on the "text-tv" so it's dark but a tiiiny bit light >> And the iPod is usually a most, heh.
I feel silly o_o'